It is hard to find yourself here. Surrounded by uncomfortable decisions and words you don’t use.
You are strong enough to get this far, so some experienced advice: Give yourself time and space. Choices will be made, but nothing should be irreversible. There are options to simply keep ashes at home or to place them in a niche of a columbarium. You want to find options that preserve the possibility of later forming a family legacy and gathering place.
We are like you, we volunteer to help at this time, and we know the details. Lean on us.

